God has promised: “Never will I leave you;​ ​never will I forsake you!”
Hebrews 13:5

When having read above verses I had the following visions: I saw God on the throne glancing at the earth as through a telescope. He was delighted! It looked so wonderful! Then He continued to turn the dial of the telescope and saw our country. Oh, how beautiful, He exclaimed very pleased. Then He saw our city and was again excited. Finally He set the telescope very sharp and found you with great joy. He only saw the wonderful, the good side in you as He had thought you to be from the very beginning. What a lovely child! I wish to bless it. So God experienced it in great joy to see it as an adult in the next moment. But this time He saw more in detail the shadows, the results of own guilt and violations of others, the sin itself in this adult and the consequences thereof. “We must help him!” God said to Jesus. We want to embrace him warmly, cleanse him. This is of course not possible with soap. It is the blood of Jesus at the cross that makes pure and innocent. At first, Gods child as an adult struggled against this loving approach. But Jesus kept knocking at his hearts door that he finally opened it, accept Him as his Lord and began to love Him. Now he blossomed into a real grown-up. Now life began to be exiting, not boring anymore at all. Joy, peace and hope is spreading. A new life out of ruins.Hallelujah! Yes, Jesus never did forget you, always watched you!
He does not want to neither forget nor forsake anyone. Everyone on this earth is worth a lot to Him even in old age with gray hairs. He remains His child!

Thank You, Jesus, You did not forget me even when I went my own way for a long time. But now You have opened my eyes, I see You want me and I say yes! Please continue to heal me, cleanse me, fill me with new life, hope and joy. You are so good to me!